One Tree Hill....

Last friday....
was our 4th month~

he brought me to the beach and we've had such a great time there!
that day was pretty pleasant. weather was fine and water was clear and quiet; i could even see several fishy when i looked down the sea from the jetty. so nice!
then....
he said he's gonna give me a suprise while he's driving me back.
he took me to a lookout up on a hill! it's so beautiful and so much fun!!
the funniest thing was the later it was, the more people going up the hill. and... yes, they were going up the hill to make out.... it's so funny that u didn't really see those people but u knew what they're doing.....

Time flies really quickly.
just a blink of an eye, three months has past away.
so many things happened in these three months. we split after the first week of going out and we got back after one week of splitting; well, actually i didn't tell many about it as i thought it's a bit too fast for a break-up. anyway, the first two months were really like roller coaster and we really changed much to equip with each other.
and we also named so many things and made so many names for each other. like i named an evil pancake as mr. sunny fritz (i'll try to upload the picture of me and mr. fritz later, then u'll see how evil he is!) and i named 4 chubby guys at church as "koiron paulter" as they look exactly the same and i still have difficulty distinguishing them
anyway, we're doing pretty good now and tell u one juicy thing happened two days ago......
two days ago (10/20) was our third month anniversary; actually i've never remembered it and he always came and asked me "hey daffo, u know what is tomorrow?" then i would normally say "what? i've to pay the rent?". anyway, he baked me a sticky date pudding which is my all time favourite!! even the cake was more like a huge bread and it's not sticky and sweet enough, i still very appreciated it 

and lately i puffed up a lot again i can tell from the pictures....
i went to a friend's 21st party last week and took some pictures; i can't believe how fat i was in those pictures!! actually the only word i could thought of was "disaster"; my arms were huge and my face was freaking chubby i just hope every one is not skinny like a match when i get back, otherwise that will really drive me away.

i couldn't believe how calm i was! maybe i sort of beheld it...
anyway, thank god for letting me bury myself into work and uni straight away after such a thing happened.
did have a gorgeous lovely dinner with friends! well, one of my good friends here (his name's kenji) is gonna leave in the following day. it's really lucky that i could catch up with him beofore he's going to new south wales with his girlfriend! had dinner with him and his housemates which i think it's really lovely coz there're cuisines from different countries~ japanese, korean, italian plus nice wineum...yum! yum enough for me to get negative thoughts and pessimistic stuff out of my head.
anyway, i kissed a star! yes, i kissed a star!!
well, i found that keniji's housemate is a star; he's the one who's in "postcard" on channel 9! even didn't know him well coz i've never watched the show; i totally screamed out when i saw him! and i kissed him (just cheeks coz he's got a girlfriendthat's really blood......) when we were taking pics. i actually kissed him like million times and kept saying "oh. that pic was a bit fuzzy! can we take another one?"; anyway, i also asked him to write me a poem but he said he couldn't coz he had to ask his agent (ah! no way!!). even he didn't write me a poem, he still wrote me a short letter! i guess i'm gonna keep it and hope he could be big so i could sell one of the letters coz he's written me two~ lovely!

May we share sweet times as these as we journey together in Christ.
May we cherish these moments as we begin to unite.
Through thick and thin,
High and low,
Let love stand firm within us.
Let it be enough.
Feelings come and go,
Here today, gone tomorrow.
Yet Love will always remain.
Faithful to the end, it will always reign.
Let love…be enough.

my mind was totally blank for a while as no one did that for me....
though he wasn't doing good sometimes and what he did really made me feel bad and his insecurity did make my faith in him fade away, i should have faith in god.